​Beware of taking your importance too seriously. Fate has a strange way of taking everything away and you will find that you need a new way forward. Use this time to nurture and grow your vision during this transition because your way of life is changing. Have patience while waiting for things to happen. Outcomes cannot always be delivered instantly and may take some time to become reality.

​A partnership of mutual love and trust placed the querent in a position of material happiness. Life was good, yet she felt that there was more to it than she was experiencing.

The life she was leading felt as if every thought, every deed required tapping into Strengths she didn’t know she had. The experiences that she received honed her will, yet she many times she felt that she was fighting a battle to make others hear her words and understand her vision. This waking nightmare challenged her ethics and everything she believed in.

It had become evident that she needed to start fresh, to raise her ideas to the next level and find ways to creatively guide them into a new reality. This was what she was being called to do and it became the motivation for her continuing her work.

.The swirling of awareness came with some regrets, though, as fate brought changes that she didn’t understand. Several beliefs she held didn't fit with the vision she created. These outworn ideals that had held her back were crushed by the transformation, never to return because she started being more selective about who and what she allowed in her life.

To Be Continued...

If you want to learn more about how this spread works, the entire operation can be found at The Tarosophy Tarot Association.

Currently, I have a lot of time on my hands. I had been meaning to perform an intense Tarot reading for myself and this time off work seems to be the opportunity to do so. This reading is called The Opening of the Key.

It is based on the work of the Golden Dawn, a secret society founded by three freemasons, William Robert Woodman, William Wynn Westcott and Samuel Liddell Mathers. Its members included renowned poet, William Butler Yeats, Sir Arthur Conan-Doyle, Aleister Crowley and, of course, the creators of the Waite-Smith Tarot, A.E. Waite and Pamela Colman-Smith.

The complete reading contains 5 "Operations" or spreads.  this will take some time and several posts to share the work.  The requirements to complete the journey include understanding Kabbalah, Astrology and Card Symbolism

I hope to I have enough knowledge to meet the task.

 In the February portion of the Year Ahead reading that I had done, I have been advised to take a more useful approach to the chaos that is my life. Instead of looking at the practicality or deciphering the logistics of how to make everything work, I am to look at the emotional aspects and to let go of the expectations that don't fulfill my emotional needs. That's cool.  

I had a dream a couple of nights ago where a Flying Horse landed on a stump in the middle of a circle of stumps. My first thought was that this was one of the horses from the Oracle of Astara Chariot card. I was visited by this archetype and photoshopped and image the depicts what I saw in the dream. Or was it a dream? 
The Chariot represents slow, balanced movement. Always forward. It has been linked with the astrological sign of Cancer, so intuition and emotion play a role in this movement. But I digress.

​What I see here is emotional satisfaction will come from a steady pace, but that I must learn and practice the appropriate techniques in order to charge forward. I’m not there yet. This is reading is the encouragement that I need to continue the ​​​​work I've started.